what to do? what. to. do.

have you ever felt, i don't know - just blahhhhhhhh? I feel sort of like that right now. I don't really know what to do with myself. I'm craving adventure, travel, excitement, but I have no idea what to do! I have no idea what to think, to read, to dream!!! Dan asked me on friday what i would do if I could do absolutely anything in the world and I totally had no idea what to answer! I ALWAYS have an answer! I'm just sort of here right now and it's starting to bother me. I'm longing for a dream... funny isn't it? dreaming is usually what brings longing... anyhow ... Looking for a direction, longing for a dream (sounds like a book or poem title)sifting through my thoughts looking for something worth grabing hold of...